Love or lust? Caked in blood, or in rust?

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I'm Stella
23yrs old.
from Minneapolis, MN. lives in Brainerd, MN. home of the movie fargo lol
I consider myself a little off kilter, I have 100 different laughs that I never realized till people mentioned. I love films,horror,foreign, specially science fiction. movie nights are the best. to be honest currently my life revolves aorund trying not to lose my mind every day and drugs. I know I have a problem but its not crazy, its just casually in my life like eating 3 meals a day. I always try to have something be it opioids (preferably) uppers, I havent been sober since the age of 15 & wont be for ages. I've been an addict for 8 years.love hate realationship. it's hard being a failure. honest.

It's pretty weird I know more of the pharmacokinetics & pharmacodynamics of medicine. fuckin better than OD.
I have more demons than I'd like to count.
the site of my own blood makes me feel safe. I'm an IV user. pill abuser.. and loathe everything about myself most times, so I guess I try to find beauty in the small things..its hard though when there's so much disgust. AND lastly I don't know where I'd be without music.truely. cliche but true.

I am not a lesbian or straight.
I love woman and every inch of them.
I love men and every inch of them.

• l'm an open treasure chest \m/

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